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The Invitation

2010-11-16T15:32:00.001+07:00

Our official Wedding Invitation :D i'll post the detail after the wedding :p

INCOMING!!!

2010-11-13T12:11:00.003+07:00

Notice : if you're My Boyfriend/ fiancee/ soon-to-be-husband.. pleasee.. pleaasseee don't read this post :D mi love you so much ebiiii but seriously stop reading now!! so this is like upcoming makeup that will come in the next 2 months. so freakin excitedd *happydance*. 1. MAC MSF Stereo Rose This is a Freakin Stereo Rose!!! the one that sold out in a couple hours @ www.maccosmetics.com the

Dang!! I forgot to post this!!

2010-10-07T14:29:00.002+07:00

I love blogwalking.. blogseeing.. blogreading or whatever they called it.. Especially beauty blog.. Makeup blog.. Not really into vlog cause my office block anything remotely related to video.. So the usual beauty blog with lots of picture makes me happy!! Plus you could really learn something from those blog.. Nooo, not learn how to spend all your money on the new MAC collections ( don't give me

September??!!!!

2010-09-09T00:57:00.001+07:00

What?? Already september??? And all my promises to do all the post?!! Shame on me!!!!!!! Maybe I shouldn't do target or sumtin like that.. I soo will not achieve it :p Welcome september!!! 3 months to go!!! God please protect us and we always know everything that happen is for the best and give us strength for decades to come... Amiinnn... xxxxoooo. Gerberairis gerbera_iris at BlackBerry®

2010-08-18T18:19:00.000+07:00

Please don't do this again GOD..... Pleaseee.............. ‎(-̩̩̩-̩̩̩_-̩̩̩-̩̩̩) gerbera_iris at BlackBerry®

Me 03 : Invitation..

2010-08-04T10:40:00.003+07:00

kinda surreal seeing a draft for our invitation...even if it's not the final draft for the color..but.. good God... this kinda makes my heart skip a beat seeing our name there :p Invitation Draft

Beauty 01 : Seserahan Cosmetic Edition!

2010-08-02T16:19:00.005+07:00

so.. at first i thought it will be simple to ensemble a group of makeup that i love with one theme.. boy am i soo wrong... so the first idea that come to mine is BLACK cause i love MAC and NARS.. their both are black so problem solved!!! not quite apparently.. mommy said to used only one brand.. okay so next idea is PURPLE cause i already have a lot of urban decay stuff laying around in my

Me 02 : Update.. shorttt update :D

2010-07-31T23:45:00.000+07:00

hellooo.. saturday night at home without the fiance, and working.. yes i just write that.. i'm working @ saturday night.. why you might ask? cause i just assigned to help some other division for 3 months while also working on my usual job.. tired? much! but oh well... I've got christian kane - thinking of you on my player, i can't believe that guy from leverage sing so good.. well the fiance is

Me 01 : His Birthday

2010-07-23T13:35:00.003+07:00

Happy birthday dear!! 25 years old on july 22nd... I hope you like my gift My tiny surprise cake :p And my 25 kisses I gave you yesterday.. (Which I know you didn't realize it :D) I love you yesterday... I love you now.. And in 5 months.. I hope.. I love you For the rest of my life... Love, Via :) gerbera_iris at BlackBerry®

i think i should...

2010-07-22T08:58:00.000+07:00

Start making a target for my blog.. Not a simple or standard target like blog once a week or once a month.. But : 14 entry about makeup/fashion and 7 entry about my dear life target expired end of august!!! that's my goal! * smart 'eh including my birthday there?? no?? oh welllllll LOL* hmm whhat should i call the title post *thingking* ??? okay how about : makeup/fashion : BEAUTY 01 - 14: [

Could you just listen..

2010-06-25T23:52:00.002+07:00

If I could just tell you how much it hurt.. If I could just tell you how much I want to cry.. Just want you to listen and hug... Only listen and hug me.. Susah ya... Ended up crying alone.. What a life yah.. :) gerbera_iris at BlackBerry®

Tiba - tiba kangen.....

2010-05-31T21:10:00.002+07:00

Kerja di isat bareng MySoonToBeHubby... Sebelum jadian kita udah sekantor cuma agak jauh emang gedungnya (ga agak doang si.. Satu thamrin satu kuningan, jauh gilaa) hmm sampe akhir nya isat bagian gue pindah ke gedung yg deket banget sama gedung dia... Jadilah kita suka pulang bareng kadang2... I think my circa 2007 blog is mostly about him :D oh those butterflies in your stomach , those awkward

Saranghae....

2010-05-14T21:55:00.002+07:00

You don't know how much I love you dear... Saranghae fiancee...... xxxx gerbera_iris at BlackBerry®

Am I..

2010-05-07T18:33:00.001+07:00

Am I not thankful enough?? Didn't I say alhamdullillah often? Did I do something so wrong? I guess I did... gerbera_iris at BlackBerry®

:'(

2010-05-07T18:30:00.001+07:00

I don't want to feel overly happy anymore.. Being too happy on my engagement is sooo wrong... Being too happy on weekend is so not worth a week of tears... No more...... gerbera_iris at BlackBerry®

So...

2010-05-05T12:18:00.002+07:00

Could this day get any worse..... *sigh* gerbera_iris at BlackBerry®

Always.....

2010-05-04T18:44:00.001+07:00

Never in my almost 3.5 year took the busway did I ever cry... Until today... Yes I know... Stupid... Weird... Memalukan.. Any other word? You name it, I won't deny it... Freakin tired.. Office.. Family.. Friends.. >.< And I really don't have anybody.. Why in a time like this I'm always alone.. Always.. :( gerbera_iris at BlackBerry®

18 April 2010

2010-04-20T11:40:00.002+07:00

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Asian Drama Must Watch!!

2010-04-12T22:12:00.000+07:00

so I'm thinking to make this a permanent link.. but probably later, too lazy to do it :D Recent LOVE!! You're Beautiful Oh how i hate this Kdrama after the first like 10 minutes or so.. the guys are weird looking, the girl are not that pretty.. Boy am i so wrong!!! after an episode, i feel in love to Jang Geun Suk. love love love love this one, and i'm just freakin upset that i almost

God surely want me to be happy right?

2010-04-06T22:54:00.000+07:00

i should be happy... especially when it's like H-12 from The E-Day.. i should be jumping for joy!!! but why is it so hard :( no it's not because i'm not happy for the E-day.. i really am.. really really happy.. it's just that when i'm feeling entitled to be happy.. something bad happen.. something really bad.. and this last one just freakin' crush me.. i think only God and miboyfie knows.. and

something about coworkers...

2010-03-29T10:27:00.002+07:00

Sorry! this post is encrypted.. ask me for password :D

The kind of people I called jerks...

2010-03-19T22:54:00.001+07:00

How do I start this post.. Hmmm... ~ this post content foul language.. Please do not read if your under 17 or if you're going to judge me after reading this.. Thank you :D ~ I hate walking alone in the streets.. When I came home from work I usually walk, that usually take about 10-15 minutes.. It's not that I don't like walking.. But the so-called-guys which I prefer to call jerks are just

Afternoon Dedication

2010-03-17T16:26:00.003+07:00

i love you.. i love your effort.. i love your stupidity.. i love your act of jealousy.. i love your unlimited patience.. i love your nerd-ish spoiled side.. i love your weird childish behavior.. i love your annoying sense of humor.. God knows how much i really really really dislike you sometimes and how much your act / attitude / behavior made me detest you.. but at the end of the day no

What title should I give this?

2010-03-08T16:28:00.001+07:00

So... When will you get bored waiting for me... For an hour and a half at least... And when you do get bored or tired or any other reason.. Will you tell me? Or just say nothing just to keep from getting angry or 'ngambek' ? And when will I be that girl that he can be proud of? Thank god he doesn't read my blog a lot anymore.. Lol xoxo, Gerberairis gerbera_iris at BlackBerry®

...............

2010-02-27T10:10:00.001+07:00

Last 2 weeks is like the happiest moment in my life... And I should have known... I can't possibly be that happy without having a bad consequences... And now I rather have those 2 weeks taken from me as long everything going back to normal so I don't have to feel like this... Can I just die.......... Where are you when I need you?? gerbera_iris at BlackBerry®

a little help for the Boyfie....

2010-02-16T22:49:00.002+07:00

sooo this is the ultimate thing i want this end of the month.. finish in my other blog!! xoxo, gerberairis

Haull..

2010-02-14T00:01:00.003+07:00

*Mac Mineralized loose SPF 15 foundation *Mac Studio Fix Lash *UDPP in Eden *Majolica Majorca lash expander *Benefit boi-ing concealer *Mac Blot Powder Medium Dark *Burrt's Bees Repair Serum *MAC 182!!!!! finally!! thank you mommy and daddy!!!!! gerbera_iris at BlackBerry®

Pic haul from mom!!!!!!!

2010-02-12T16:42:00.000+07:00

Love!!!!!!!! gerbera_iris at BlackBerry®

makeup and skincare things......

2010-02-11T14:41:00.001+07:00

SKINCARE 1. How many times do you wash your face daily?Twice. Morning and at night. (three times if my face feel icky at the office at noon) 2. What skin type do you have? (dry,oily,combo) Oily - Combination 3. What is your current facial wash? Dr's cleanser for acne prone, Himalayan neem cleanser and Lush Fresh pharmacy ( which i think recently broke me out :( 4. Do you exfoliate? Yes. Sometimes

A very old story chapter III

2010-01-22T19:06:00.002+07:00

In the mood to continue this story :) So this is the random thing before I get to the pdkt-not pdkt fiasco... :D I graduated in june.. Got a job in september and the graduation ceremony is on october... So from june till october I didn't meet him at all.. It's not that I have to meet him or anything.. We still chat, we still tease each other and I still tell him everything.. but I kinda want

Upcoming post..

2010-01-21T23:22:00.002+07:00

So to remain my self what's to post next.. *why do my posts start with 'so' anyway?? WeirrDdddd* # a very old story part III # how God gives me this 'unique' and freakin weird friends # how es**e **u**r skincare damaged my face :( *alergy!!! Probably* # mac ligthful ultra moisture cream review Hope I can finish it!!!! Gerberairis gerbera_iris at BlackBerry®

Benefit Silky Finish Lipstick in "Rocket Pop" Review

2010-01-18T22:40:00.004+07:00

My First Real Review!! pics from : Benefit For ages i always love lipstick.. I've tried from a mid/low end brand lipstick like oriflame to a high end brand lipstick like chanel or dior. I never settle to a shade in lipstick, always changing color from peach to pink and even bright orange (never red i don't know why :p). I also never finish a lipstick, I'm a lipstick adventurer :D so eventough

ending a relationship..

2010-01-15T23:48:00.000+07:00

oh i almost forget to post this!!! 2 days a go, my boyfriend and i talking about how it was easier to go through a break-up when we're in the side that called it off.. he's saying that cause he tried both :D and then he said "it's the same for you, you called it quits so it's easier for you than for your ex". well at that time i agree with him.. until i look back.. breaking up with somebody is

My boyfriend thank you email to his company....

2010-01-15T22:15:00.002+07:00

Dear All, Hari ini saya ingin mengucapkan terima kasih banyak kepada segenap keluarga besar I****at untuk pengalaman yang saya peroleh di sini dan pelajaran yang tentunya mendorong saya untuk berkarya lebih baik. Setelah 3 tahun turut berkarya di I****at, banyak pengalaman yang baik maupun buruk tetapi seluruh pengalaman saya disini akan selalu menjadi salah satu kenangan yg paling saya hargai

Cheers dude!

2010-01-15T20:30:00.001+07:00

Okay.. So I don't get it.. This guy thinks that he's the 'guy'.. You know, a guy who thinks that he's all that.. That every women wants him.. That every thing he done is amazing.. I'll admit that I know a couple of girls who think like that.. But did he really think I will feel the same way?? *indonesia mode :LOL:* iya gue curhat ma dia.. Iya gue minta nasehat dia... Tapi apa dengan kaya gitu

www.gerberairis.co.cc

2010-01-13T13:49:00.003+07:00

so now people (what people??? hahahaha ) can access my blog through my new domain or hosting or what this thing called?? i can't believe i'm an IT graduate and can't figure out the name LOL..anyway...........now the blog can be access fromwww.gerberairis.co.ccThanks to my good friend the IT genius, Mudie!!!!! i want to put your link but your blog hasn't finish yet :pso enjoy.. i hope i write more

update : arrgghhh!! another wishlist that i'm craving :D

2010-01-12T07:52:00.011+07:00

so.. i have this annual craving for make up like this one and so let's start this YEAR MONTH craving!!!! * hope somebody read this and nice enough to buy me some LOL * PearlMatte eyeshadow from MAC in Lillyland collection Mac Brush #217 #219 MAC Blot Powder in Medium Dark MAC Mineralize Eyeshadow Quad in Odd Bits Urban Decay 24/7 Glide-On Eye Pencil in covet, electric, flipside or deviant

World Cup 2006

2009-12-28T00:29:00.000+07:00

Whew... Udah lama banget ga ngepost.. So sorry blog -_- Hmm next year is another world cup.. 2010 world cup in south africa.. World cup will always bring back memories for me, well last year particularly.. World cup 2006 memoir... I remember the days we chat for hours at night.. I remember that day we chat till 4am in the morning.. Talking about hmm talking about nothing?? We just chat and

i really........

2009-10-08T16:41:00.004+07:00

Just read this quote from a blog.."There comes a point where you just love someone. Not because they’re good, or bad, or anything really. You just love them. It doesn’t mean you’ll be together forever. It doesn’t mean you won’t hurt each other. It just means you love them. Sometimes in spite of who they are, and sometimes because of who they are. And you know that they love you, sometimes because

Review.. Review.. Skincare and Makeup Part I

2009-10-08T11:19:00.005+07:00

Kayanya september gue ga updatean post deh ya ehehehe.. today review day aja deh.. sebelum prajab :( 1. MAC lightful moisturizer : well i choose this than yerba mate from kiehl's.. and at first i kinda regret it cause i dont feel like it's doing anything to my face.. it's still the same dull and kusem (*kagak tau bahasa inggrisnya hahaha*) face, but then it hit me when i finish the whole jar.. a

puasa pertama di kantor baru..

2009-08-24T14:46:00.005+07:00

okay okay!!! new post!!so i'm really freakin thrilled!!!So i already order that sooo freakin gorgeous kate spade bag.. my first kate spade bag!!tapi belom sampe juga si, kayanya after tanggal 7 sept deh hehehe i order it from mba maia and ofcourse taunya juga dari FashioneseDaily . so excited cause i practically spent all my THR money into this bag hahahaha but i think it's fine cause i still

Wishlist that is freakin expensive! LOL

2009-08-22T16:33:00.006+07:00

Yes I know I'm sooo bad at fullfilling my promises to finish the to be continued thing.. But I will do it as soon as possible!! I promise :DHappy fasting and happy ramadhan everybody!!Now let's start my new wish list!! Cause almost all my make up and skincare wishlist done (which I promise to share heheheh) :1. Kate Spade Classic Noel Baby Bag which retail around IDR 5mio and FD Market plaza sell

more than a month!! shame on me!!

2009-08-17T12:57:00.004+07:00

okay it's been more than a month since i wrote on my blog???? shame on me!! lots and lots of update.. got my BF an NDS and i got most of the stuff on my makeup wishlist and even more (my rapelan is here!! hahahahah).. then i kinda got crazy on online shopping and my boyfriend think he need to do an intervention on me hahahah i am not that addicted sweety!!! oh and me and my sis got some free

gift for him

2009-07-06T22:28:00.003+07:00

3 things I wish I can (afford :p) give my bf for his birthday (pic updated 2morrow) :1. XBOX 360 / Nintendo DSWell this is not need to be explain (actually everything doesn't need to be explain :p). But my bf LOVE this game things.. And if I can gift him this is like supporting his childish/boyish side.. He knows that I dislike his childish attitude if it's too overloaded, but if I gift this to

Wishlist - Make Up Edition!!!

2009-06-17T19:47:00.016+07:00

Okay!! after that stupid rambling... i think i'm going to a lighter side.. lately i've been hit by another bug.. makeup craze bug that is.. hehehehe okay so i will list my top something makeup and skincare stuff that i really really want and some extras :D oh and my boyfriend can get some inspiration for next month *wink wink*My Top will buy (after i got My Rapelan!!!!) :1. MAC - Lightful

2009-06-17T19:06:00.001+07:00

Am I asking too much? Am I being a spoiled princess? First, aku minta just once in a while pick me up in my office.. Not everyday just at least once.. And you said okay you will if you know the way.. Okay I said.. When we have lunch together and you know how to get to my office.. God do you know how many times I wait.. Ga usah naek taksi d hun, naek ojek aja biar murah.. And you said you want

Monday Sucks day!!!!! (my first Live blog)

2009-06-01T09:38:00.022+07:00

11.41 AMso bored..what to do..what to do...i'm almost finish with my penilaian thingy.. a little bit more but just too lazy to do it :p aboooreeeddddd..waiting for my noodle lunch...will update later...12.24 PMfinishing my noodle with rice..gaining soo much fat huhuhuhuhuhu HATEEEEEE12.53 PMkinda jealous seeing my ex-coworker pics and my cousin status :((1.12 PMmy sweetheart keep asking me about

Oh good God..

2009-05-31T03:01:00.000+07:00

I thought I'm that strong.. I can't... gerbera_iris at BlackBerry®

Grateful..

2009-05-30T19:46:00.000+07:00

I've read my post this past month and I seem so ungrateful.. I really do thankful for my new job, even though my status hasn't been cleared yet but I do have good days there and considering I probably will stay there for the long haul, I should make myself comfortable.. So Please don't get tired hearing me complain how I hate my job ya huney, it's just me being weird :p And for the love of my

Babble babble babble

2009-05-24T18:35:00.000+07:00

My reality..my dream..my worst fear..my hope..my love.. That's what I'm thingking when you see me kinda daze off or daydreaming or look mellow.. So sorry if I don't tell you but all I'm thingking is the same thing that we already talk about and it had no ending and we can't agree on it so you can only let me do that from time to time cause I don't even know what to do.. I'm really babbling :p

random complaints..

2009-05-16T22:43:00.001+07:00

I don't have the right to complain.. But God I'm so tired and really really hoping God get me through everything.. My problem is not as hard as other people I know especially when my blessing is bigger.. But I do need to. Get this out of my chest.. my hair is falling rapidly because of this..I remember when work is a happy place to be.. I also remember when work,even if the job is so dreadful,I

It's not suppose to be this hard :(

2009-05-12T06:41:00.001+07:00

It's not suppose to be this hard to go to work in the morning isn't it? I should have enjoy going to work or waking up to go to work right? Or am I asking too much? Do I whine too much? I enjoyed worked the last time when my paycheck was smaller, not that I don't have any complaint but at least I didn't feel like this every single day...*sigh* gerbera_iris at BlackBerry®

........

2009-05-08T12:29:00.001+07:00

Maybe it' just the expression that you don't wanna tell me even when you're joking that's bothering me :( I'm sorry if I'm wrong really I do.. It's just bothering me *sigh* gerbera_iris at BlackBerry®

Share a little something..

2009-05-08T07:18:00.001+07:00

My friend just said that it just took a moment to create a lifetime of memory.. And that is so true! I've got those few moment actually. When that happen I sometimes share it in my blog except a couple of thing like my trip to bali with him which I'm to lazy to continue writing :p But there's this one moment that will definitely be a special memory. It's his cousin wedding and at the almost end

2009-05-05T18:47:00.001+07:00

I think I act kinda selfish today.. I know I'm not suppose to just take without giving but you know me hun, After work I just desperately need your hugs and little kisses so tommorow doesn't feel that bad.. But today I'm the one who supposed to gave you all of that, I'm the one who suppose to make you feel better.. I think I'll do better next time ;) •• I was born to tell you I love you ••

Freakin tired again..

2009-05-04T19:01:00.001+07:00

It's almost 5 months.. Shouldn't I suppose to love my work by now? But why is it every time I imagine going to work the next morning just freakin devastated me... My job? Anybody can do it, it's not like I have to be there so the job will get done.. No, I'm not that important, my work is not that important and most of all, my presence doesn't effect that much.. I know I feel the same thing in my

Song of the day!

2009-05-01T06:56:00.001+07:00

....Superhuman Weak, I have been crying and crying for weeks. How'd I survive when I can barely speak,barely eat on my knees. But that's the moment you came to me, I don't know what your love has done to me. Think im invincible I see through the me I used to be. You've changed my whole life, don't know what you're doing to me with your love. I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me, a

Piece of today's weird thoughts

2009-04-30T21:51:00.001+07:00

I don't remember if I ever write about this but oh well this is my blog and I can write anything I want hahaha.. 3 days a go was our 2 years and 2 months anniversary (I don't know if that was categorised as anniversary or not :p) and just reminded my self how much I wanted to be treated romantically just because.. You know just because he loves me or just because I'm special or something like

It is really fun using a blackberry!

2009-04-13T22:46:00.001+07:00

Well, it started with my sister craving for a blackberry.. And I'm just like "it's only a blackberry, come ooonnn" and look at us now! Yes I said US.. My sister,my dad,my mom and me.. We all have our own personal blackberry!! Seriously crazy hahahaha Blackberry storm for papi Blackberry bold for mami and my sista Blackberry javelin for yours trully ........... Anyway, we just had a family dinner

Trying to blog from my javelin

2009-04-12T17:53:00.000+07:00

Sent from my BlackBerry® powered by Sinyal Kuat INDOSAT -----Original Message----- From: gerbera_iris@yahoo.com Date: Sun, 12 Apr 2009 10:50:42 To: Subject: Trying to blog from my javelin So this is a test!! Hope it work!! Gerbera_iris Sent from my BlackBerry® powered by Sinyal Kuat INDOSAT

SOOOO TIREDD! :((

2009-02-09T10:24:00.002+07:00

I'm so tired.. it's monday morning 10.30 AM in my office desk and all i want to do is go home and take a nap. i don't have a lot of work to do.. only little of this and little of that so probably that also contribute to my tiredness ( is tiredness even a word?? lol ) well, i've got some work thing schedule on wednesday so i've got something to write on my kate spade.. yeeyy!!

A very Old Story Chapter II

2009-02-04T12:50:00.003+07:00

well after that slow-motion-at-the-sidang thing, nothing much really happened between me and him..i sense that is not a big deal and so it doesnt cross my mind again until after he became my boyfriend and that's a different story :p we still chat even if we don't meet anymore and i still tell him everything mostly about my relationship..he help me a lot..and i tell him so many secrets

A Very Old Story Chapter I

2009-02-02T10:04:00.012+07:00

This was an old story, a very old Story that started about 4 years a go..i write this for me so that i can remind myself how lucky i am and so i don't forget what we've been through.. Yes this is about me and him :pThere's this song that i just heard and it remind me of us..They don't know how long it takesWaiting for a love like thisEvery time we say goodbyeI wish we had one more kissI'll wait

Please don't read this if you don't want to read cheesy and lovey dovey things :p

2009-01-09T15:37:00.000+07:00

Okay it's january and i haven't finish my last post but oh well :p this last few days i feel like i'm being selfish well not feel, i know i'm being selfish..i dont know why but i really feel unease this week..mostly because my new work place..i really really had a hard time adjusting in new place..very very hard,like in my last workplace..it took me more than 3 month to adjust..and this time i

Feels Like Home - Chantal Kreviazuk

2008-08-29T08:05:00.003+07:00

I consider my self as a romantic girl..not too romantic..just the right amount for a girl, well for me it's the right amount but for my boyfriend it's probably too much :phere's the thing..when i really love a song..than i would hear every single word and see the similarity with my life..cheessy as it may sound, but when it connected very closely to my romantic life then surely i will share it to

Happy Birthday!!!

2008-07-21T15:53:00.003+07:00

Actually huney.. i don't know what to write in here:D ..so i'm just going to say what's on my mind right now..Happy Birthday Sweetheart..Thank you for messing with my life and made it unbelievably great..Thank you for staying with me when being my best friend is so hard..Thank you for staying with me when being my boyfriend is such a *&^%$#..Thank you for being such a patient and understanding

Sweet Singapore Vacation

2008-06-10T09:19:00.004+07:00

Soekarno-HattaLast weekend is one of the most amazing weekend i ever had..it started early friday at 5.15 a.m which is late..i supposed to wake up at 4.30 or sumtin,but you know how good sleep is :p and then me and my mom went to the airport at 6 with a taxi..long journey about an hour or so and i usually sleep but this time i'm too excited..when we reach the airport we meet my boyfriend there..

private message..

2008-04-14T21:02:00.002+07:00

Private Message...What do you think the lowest point in our relationship in this one year huney? And do you think we still had a grudge on it? Will one of us suddenly blow up about something in this relationship someday? Something that we didn’t discuss until finish? It scares me sometimes we being happy like this..yes we have our little fights but it seems we don’t have something very bad

My Lucky Star

2008-04-14T10:30:00.006+07:00

i just realized this..i am a very lucky person (yes i just realized this now!).. it's like I'm surrounded by this lucky stars..and this is my lucky stars..I've got this job i really like and even though sometimes i said so many times how much i hate it, i actually love it..i love the way i can show my ability and i love to make my own money (especially this one, so i can buy my own clothes again

Tradition

2007-12-30T15:26:00.000+07:00

Well, its been a really long time since I post something her, not like anyone care anyway hehehehe okay except for you huney :pI actually wanna post my whole trip to hong kong and Singapore yesterday but haven’t got the chance to move the picture from the camera to my pc so that have to wait lol another stories will do for now..Last Thursday is my tenth months anniversary and we have this

Stardust

2007-11-19T15:59:00.000+07:00

well after a long hard choice of picking what movie to watch in theater ( well not really that hard :p ) we finally decided to watch stardust and this movie is so underrated by most people.. while the fact was this movie is really enjoyable, at least by me who lovveee romantic movies..so go watch it either on the theater or dvd's.. but i recommend theater..more sound, more alive, and more

Hanya Dirimu - Dygta

2007-10-29T10:46:00.000+07:00

ever heard a song and tried so hard to connect your life with that song but failed so bad?? especially when you like the song very much and wonder why did you like this song so much and thinking that there's must be some connection between your life and this song that makes you like it.. well, i love this song and always wonder whats the connection..i never see it..but i think i do now.. I :x

Celebrity look a like photos..

2007-10-23T09:29:00.001+07:00

if i do look like Sandra bullock, molly sims, milla jovovich or Jessica alba, i don't think i will be working as technical staff..i would rather work making movies or sumthing hahahahaha and if i do look like one of them i think my boyfriend will be very over protective (oh and super happy) cause I'm that beautiful hahahahaha but playing that celebrity collage thing is fun =))regards,gerbera_iris

My Celebrity Look a like ( well according to this particular site that is)

2007-10-23T09:18:00.000+07:00

why did i post this? lol

2007-10-04T21:36:00.000+07:00

I know I’m clingy. I know I’m depending on you too much. I know all that sweety. And also know that this is not a good habit to keep. It’s just that I like depending on you. Always having you by my side. Especially when we met everyday. Breakfast, lunch and we go home together. for 7 months we always spent a lot of time together. Maybe that’s one thing that make me clingy. We spent a lot of

"The Way I Do"

2007-10-03T07:06:00.000+07:00

"The Way I Do" Your kiss, your smile, your mind You're sunlight in my eyes I miss your breath on my neck When we whisper in the night Didn't wanna want you Didn't wanna need you so bad Didn't wanna wake up And find that I was falling so fast Didn't wanna need you Didn't wanna need anyone Now look what you've done Now I can't go on without you I'm naked, I cant fake it. I'm not that strong

this quote..

2007-10-02T13:42:00.000+07:00

i read this love quote yesterday...and i love it..so i will share it here :)I Love you because you're everything to me. You are the first person i could truly tell all my feeling. You are the one i want to be with 24 hours. and you are the first one i could say love too. nothing could change that.can you imagine how that girl feel when his boyfriend said that quote to her???i bet she feel like

yyeeeyyy!!!

2007-10-01T15:16:00.000+07:00

i found my kittyyyy!!!:)):)):))

sigh

2007-10-01T08:09:00.000+07:00

i want my kitty back...:((:((:((:((

This week is so....

2007-09-29T00:04:00.000+07:00

What can I say about today and yesterday or all this week for that matter.. all good things happen and also not so good things.. then lets just make this short so I don’t bore the people (my boyfriend) who read my blog..Lets start with the bad first..this week especially is the most tiring week of all.. and that’s gotta do with work mostly..my boss gave me a work that have to be done in a week,

whats in my computer today?

2007-09-26T08:03:00.000+07:00

I've got like 20 excel file open in my computer,2 PL/SQL developer for2 different database with7 script file inside it,4 windows explorer,a mozilla firefox with4 tabs in it,Inbox - Microsoft outlook,FlashGet andiTunes ...That 20 excel file must finish on Friday..I'm freakin' tired..I'm so sleepy..I haven't got my THR until this minute..and i'm hungry..but other than that..I'm perfect!gerbera_iris

s.t.u.p.i.d.t.o.d.a.y

2007-09-25T12:26:00.000+07:00

Sweety..all the things you've done since yesterday..it's not useless or don't do any good..i can be in a worst state bad mood-depression thingy without you..i just really miss you..and I'm being really really spoiled..so i ask a lot of stupid things that i shouldn't ask..it's not that i don't trust you..i really do..it's just nice to hear your answer for every stupid Q's i ask..oh and being

when you're gone

2007-09-24T15:20:00.000+07:00

I always needed time on my own I never thought I'd need you there when I cry And the days feel like years when I'm alone And the bed where you lie is made up on your side When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The

For That Wonderful Night

2007-09-22T21:37:00.000+07:00

July 14th, 2007My 20th birthday was almost 3 months ago..okay okay thats my sister age, I'm really 21..so my 21st birthday was almost 3 months a go.... *lies lies lies lies* okay fine..I'm really 23, and not a minute older!! hmm but now is like i'm around 23 years 2 months 20 days, anyway thats not really important he3x lets start over...My 23rd birthday was almost 3 months ago..but i still can

if you were mine...

2007-09-21T16:23:00.000+07:00

If you were mine, I'd be your everything and you'd be the only thing that I would ever need If you were mine, I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want Everything I dreamed about Everything that I talked about One thing I can't live without I wanna get closer to you Can't stand being far away Knowing that you don't feel the same way Questioning bring

P.S. I Love You

2007-09-21T09:52:00.000+07:00

This is an Early Review for the movie P.S. I Love You which adapted from a novel with the same name, this novel is made by Cecelia Ahern. i had the pleasure to read her book a couple years back, I've read P.S. I love you and Where rainbows end. Personally i like p.s. i love you better, the character and the story just struck me as a beautiful stories. granted that i never really mention this book

You Must Be

2007-09-19T12:14:00.000+07:00

That's my YM status for the day.. you must be is a song by Gina Rene which is also one of the soundtrack from Step up Movie, they use this song in the roof top scene where the 2 character dance while sunset..so romantic i know he3x..but when i hear this song it's not all those thing i remember..i remember the rain and my geeky lovely boyfriend ;p ..i think i always love rain --not to be mistake

The choice

2007-09-19T08:28:00.000+07:00

No.. i don't have to make any choices or anything..But it's time for the NEW Nicholas Sparks Novel!! yeeyyyy!!!It's been so long since he had a new novel.. the last one is dear john which kinda disappointing, not that the book isn't good don't get me wrong.. it's a very beautiful book as always, it's just not a happy ending kind of book and i really really love that kind..so i ask nicely to

Best Friend? nope..i have special friends..

2007-09-18T10:36:00.000+07:00

in my mind i always think that i had to have a best friend.. in whatever time and stages i was in, when I'm in kindergarten, elementary school, junior school, high school, college and even now at work..in my own perspective (skepticism you may called it) that best friend doesn't have to be long lasting thing, its enough for that stages time in my live only..not that i don't want long lasting best

i just realized...

2007-09-11T13:35:00.000+07:00

this afternoon..when i talk to him...i just realized how much he willing to protect me..when i look into his eye..i just realized how much he care about me..when i hold his hand...i just realized how much he meant to me..and when he tease me..i just realize..i cannot lose this and other moments with him..gerberairis

another wedding...

2007-09-10T09:31:00.000+07:00

Last saturday is a very interesting day..Well the day start of early morning with bird chirping, the sun shining through the window and the cats singing good morning. i'm awake with this smile in my face and start dancing with the cats *remember that cinderella scene in the morning where the birds and the mouse sing and dance? exactly like that, i just change the mouse into a cat cause i dont

he said..

2007-09-10T07:16:00.000+07:00

he said i'm beautiful when i'm feeling ugly..he said i look good when i'm feeling fat..he said i'm strong when i'm feeling week..he said i can do whatever i want when i feel failed..i thank him for that..cause he makes me feel beautiful..cause he makes me feel like i worth something..and cause he makes me feel that he's the one who's lucky to have me..he said i'm beautiful when i know i'm ugly..

what happen today?

2007-08-28T22:11:00.000+07:00

today one of my boyfriend bestfriend YM me..well at first i thought its her until the person YMing me said he's using his friend messenger..this person is a guy..this guy is a friend of my boyfriend bestfriend (what did i just write??i'm starting to get confused by my own blog hahahahahha )well anyway at first it's fine..but even if its not true i feel like his bestfriend testing me..i know this

meet the parents..

2007-08-28T21:08:00.000+07:00

maybe i supposed to tell stories in based on date...hmm but i wanna tell this story now..it was a rainy night with thunder and lightning flashes upon my eyes...heheheh now that was too dramatic lol well its just a usual night after i came home from work..and suddenly BAM! mystupidly handsome boyfriend said "huney, can i ask you a favor?let's meet my parents and my aunt next week.." and in an

hmmm....

2007-08-28T16:11:00.000+07:00

hmm i really really wanna write a looong post a bout last saturday..but too tired..rain check!!gerbera_iris

~wanna make that leap of faith~

2007-08-28T13:17:00.000+07:00

*CHESSY ALERT...IF YOU DONT WANT TO READ ANYTHING LOVEY DOVEY..PLEASE DONT READ THIS POST LOL*well yesterday is officially my 6 months anniversary with you sweety heheheheheit's just six months but we both been through so much or maybe this is because we're best friends since college so we do been through so much, well anyway thats not what i' m going to talk about..hmm kinda forget what am i

have the need to tell somebody... :D

2007-08-23T17:30:00.000+07:00

Well i know my imagination can go wild an really really weird sometimes but i just imagining something.. Something which i have to shared with somebody without anybody finding out lol..imagine me in this beautiful white dress or very very pretty white kebaya that my mom made me..(scene took place at a beautiful mosque in morroco or europe or rusia )yes people.. i'm imagining my wedding!! LOLand

Adia's Wedding - May 2007

2007-08-22T14:11:00.000+07:00

The day start of very very early in the morning.. I woke up at 4 in the morning (nothing to do with gwen song that is), take a bath and waiting for mas Teddy and mba Iroh who did me,my mom and my sis hair and make up..After a looonnggggggg and painful hours, Ta-Da!!! we're set and ready looking beautifully georgeus like we're going to a wedding..emm well we are going to a wedding, so thats fine

...22082007..

2007-08-22T13:06:00.000+07:00

It's All About The Things Called Love..That Make Me Do Everything For You..- For You

What's On my mind in That Stupid but Oh So Lovely night

2007-08-21T17:06:00.000+07:00

this guy always teasing me about my "drama queen" habit..this guy always yelling at me if i tell him a story about my "problem"..this guy always saying that he will never ( with a capital N E V E R ) date his best friend..this guy always saying that he treat all his girl best friend the same way he treated me..this guy always treated me so coldly when we met..this guy also said that we will