What title should I give this?

So... When will you get bored waiting for me... For an hour and a half at least...

And when you do get bored or tired or any other reason.. Will you tell me? Or just say nothing just to keep from getting angry or 'ngambek' ?

And when will I be that girl that he can be proud of?

Thank god he doesn't read my blog a lot anymore.. Lol

xoxo,
Gerberairis
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Last 2 weeks is like the happiest moment in my life... And I should have known... I can't possibly be that happy without having a bad consequences... And now I rather have those 2 weeks taken from me as long everything going back to normal so I don't have to feel like this...
Can I just die..........
Where are you when I need you??
gerbera_iris at BlackBerry®

a little help for the Boyfie....

sooo this is the ultimate thing i want this end of the month..

finish in my other blog!!

xoxo,
gerberairis

Haull..

*Mac Mineralized loose SPF 15 foundation
*Mac Studio Fix Lash
*UDPP in Eden
*Majolica Majorca lash expander
*Benefit boi-ing concealer
*Mac Blot Powder Medium Dark
*Burrt's Bees Repair Serum
*MAC 182!!!!! finally!!

thank you mommy and daddy!!!!!

gerbera_iris at BlackBerry®

Pic haul from mom!!!!!!!

Love!!!!!!!!

gerbera_iris at BlackBerry®

makeup and skincare things......

SKINCARE
1. How many times do you wash your face daily?

Twice. Morning and at night. (three times if my face feel icky at the office at noon)

2. What skin type do you have? (dry,oily,combo)

Oily - Combination

3. What is your current facial wash?

Dr's cleanser for acne prone, Himalayan neem cleanser and Lush Fresh pharmacy ( which i think recently broke me out :(

4. Do you exfoliate?

Yes. Sometimes.

5. What brand do you use?

St. Ives blackhead and blemishes and Cure

6. Is it really important to moisturize?

Very much for my combination dehydrated face

7. How often do you moisturize your face?

Twice.. morning and night..

8. What moisturizer do you use?

Kiehl's Yerba Matte and dr's acne prone moisturizer (my ultimate fav is MAC lightful deep ultramoiture cream)

9. Do you use sunscreen?

yes in the morning.. Neutrogena ultra sheer dry touch SPF 30

10. What is your favorite skincare line?

hmm none that i worship as an HG

11. Do you give yourself regular facial treatments?

Rarely..

12. Do you have freckles?

Nope

13. Do you use eye cream?

yes!! i have too!!

14. Do you or did you have acne prone skin?

Sometimes ( like now or when that time of the month or when i have bad reactions to a product)

15. Did you ever have to use Pro-active?

nope

16. Do you use a mask? And what do you use?

St' Ives Hydroxy Masque and one other mask from St' Ives but forgot the name..

17. Which celebrity do you think has good skin even without makeup?

i really don't know..

18. One skincare routine that is a MUST for you?

moisturizer and eye cream..

19. Why do you think we should take care of our skin?

our very precious asset 

MAKE-UP
1. What foundation do you use?

Chanel Mat Lumiere and MAC Tinted Moisturizer or Everyday Minerals Base

2. How about concealer?

MAC Select Moisturecover and MAC Studio Finish

3. Do you know your undertone color?

Yellow.. i'm an NC in MAC

4. What do you think of fake eyelashes?

don't really enjoy using it, but i look good using them

5. Did you know that you are suppose to change your mascara every 3 months?

as long as the mascara still wearable, i think it's fine :D (it's freakin expensive anyways!)

6. What brand of mascara do you use?

Maybelline Cat Eyes

7. Sephora, drugstore or departmental store?

Sephora and Drugstore (rarely)

8. Do you use M.A.C?

cannot live without 'em

9. What makeup tools do you use in make up application?

Brushes.

10. Do you use make-up base/primer for the eyes?

hmm rarely.. when i got the product i will use it :D

11. For the face?

same as above..

12. What is your favorite highlight powder?

Benefit 10

13. Contour?

I don't use any too.

14. What is your favorite eyeshadow (color or shade)?

Teal and copper

15. Do you line your eyes?

Yes just recently..

16. Tightline?

Nope...

17. Do you use pencil or liquid eyeliner?

Pencil and liquid that shape like a pen :D

18. How often do you poke your eyes with an eyeliner pencil?

hmm once i guess :p

19. What do you think of pigment eyeshadows?

Just recently so i don't know...

20. Do you use mineral makeup?

Yup.. everyday minerals

21. What is your favorite lipstick?

Benefit in Rocket Pop

22. How about lipgloss?

none i really love.. maybe my MAC  baroque boudoir d’Nouveau

23. What blush do you use?

powder blus

24. Type or brand or name?

MAC powder blush in Melba

25. Do you buy your makeup on ebay?

Nope

26. Do you like drugstore makeup?

Yup

27. Did you ever consider taking make-up classes?

Yes. I did. But i want to find something cheap :D

28. Are you clumsy in putting on makeup?

sometimeeessss..

29. Name a makeup crime that you hate?

cakey under eye concealer

30. Do you like colorful shades of makeup (lipstick,eyeshadow) or neutral ones?

Colorful shades!

31. Can you share a make up trick that you know?

don't know any...

32. Which celebrity always has great make up?

hmmm not really paying attention on their makeup..

33. Can you make a "cat eye" wing?

rarely..

34. If you could leave the house using just ONE make up item,what would you use?

Nars Loose Powder

35. Could you ever leave the house without any makeup on?

Yes ofcourse!

36. Do you think you look good even without any makeup on?

sometimes.. when i had a good skin day LOL

37. In your opinion, what is the BEST makeup line?

me love MAC!!!!

38. Would you ever consider permanent makeup?

????

39. Have you ever work in a cosmetic line?

nope...

A very old story chapter III

In the mood to continue this story :)

So this is the random thing before I get to the pdkt-not pdkt fiasco... :D

I graduated in june.. Got a job in september and the graduation ceremony is on october... So from june till october I didn't meet him at all.. It's not that I have to meet him or anything.. We still chat, we still tease each other and I still tell him everything.. but I kinda want to see him so when it's time for the gladi resik of the ceremony, I'm a little excited to see him.. Hmm how can I explain that day in english.. Indonesia-english mode dulu deh hahahaha

Okay so the gladi resik, what was he thingking... We act like 2 strangers and just say hi and that's it.. He's too busy with his friends... Seball!! Tp tentunya act cool besides my (ex) boyfriend was there.. It's just that, we were so close in ym but when we met it's like hmmm we do have chemistry, but it' like we're holding back to be best friends in real life.. Doesn't make any sense isn't it? Oh well, only you read this ya un :p

anyway, ya bgitulah... Lagi really not in the mood to continue berhubung ni post udah di anggurin beberapa lama.. Jd itu dulu aja daripada di delete kan sayang hahahaha...

xoxo,
Gerberairis
gerbera_iris at BlackBerry®