Never in my almost 3.5 year took the busway did I ever cry... Until today... Yes I know... Stupid... Weird... Memalukan.. Any other word? You name it, I won't deny it... Freakin tired.. Office.. Family.. Friends.. >.< And I really don't have anybody.. Why in a time like this I'm always alone.. Always.. :(
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May 4, 2010
Apr 20, 2010
Apr 12, 2010
Asian Drama Must Watch!!
so I'm thinking to make this a permanent link.. but probably later, too lazy to do it :D
Recent LOVE!!
You're Beautiful
Oh how i hate this Kdrama after the first like 10 minutes or so.. the guys are weird looking, the girl are not that pretty.. Boy am i so wrong!!! after an episode, i feel in love to Jang Geun Suk. love love love love this one, and i'm just freakin upset that i almost finish it.. i don't want it to end!!!
KDrama Must Watch!
Recent LOVE!!
You're Beautiful
Oh how i hate this Kdrama after the first like 10 minutes or so.. the guys are weird looking, the girl are not that pretty.. Boy am i so wrong!!! after an episode, i feel in love to Jang Geun Suk. love love love love this one, and i'm just freakin upset that i almost finish it.. i don't want it to end!!!
KDrama Must Watch!
- Fantasy Couple
- Full House
- My Fair Lady / Take care Agasshi (2009)
- That Fool
- Princess Hours
- My Girl
- Pride
- Hana Yori Dango
- Devil Beside You
- Witch Yoo Hee
- Hello! Miss..
- Boys Before flowers
- BOSS
- H2
Apr 6, 2010
God surely want me to be happy right?
i should be happy...
especially when it's like H-12 from The E-Day..
i should be jumping for joy!!!
but why is it so hard :(
no it's not because i'm not happy for the E-day..
i really am..
really really happy..
it's just that when i'm feeling entitled to be happy..
something bad happen..
something really bad..
and this last one just freakin' crush me..
i think only God and miboyfie knows..
and let's keep it that way..
yes (huney) i know that the world doesn't revolve around me..
(actually this blog does actually revolve around me)
but it's just freakin' hard not to do the "what if's"...
and it's so hard to take hit after hit when you're supposed to be beyond happy..
i do believe that God won't give a problem more than we can handle...
and yes the wheel always turn.. you can never always be on the top..
but did i do something wrong God?
le sigh
gerberairis
especially when it's like H-12 from The E-Day..
i should be jumping for joy!!!
but why is it so hard :(
no it's not because i'm not happy for the E-day..
i really am..
really really happy..
it's just that when i'm feeling entitled to be happy..
something bad happen..
something really bad..
and this last one just freakin' crush me..
i think only God and miboyfie knows..
and let's keep it that way..
yes (huney) i know that the world doesn't revolve around me..
(actually this blog does actually revolve around me)
but it's just freakin' hard not to do the "what if's"...
and it's so hard to take hit after hit when you're supposed to be beyond happy..
i do believe that God won't give a problem more than we can handle...
and yes the wheel always turn.. you can never always be on the top..
but did i do something wrong God?
le sigh
gerberairis
Mar 29, 2010
Mar 19, 2010
The kind of people I called jerks...
How do I start this post.. Hmmm...
~ this post content foul language.. Please do not read if your under 17 or if you're going to judge me after reading this.. Thank you :D ~
I hate walking alone in the streets.. When I came home from work I usually walk, that usually take about 10-15 minutes.. It's not that I don't like walking.. But the so-called-guys which I prefer to call jerks are just freaking annoying...
For the record I never wear revealing outfit to the office.. Just some shirts or a little tight shirts or skirts or long pants.. Never use a tank top and mini skirt generally..
So when I walk from the office, imagine my surprise when couple of random guys tease the crap out of me.. It's not bothering me when it's just like a 'siulan' or some thing like that.. I can just shrug it off.. But when they started to say something that inappropriate up to the level I can call verbal sexual harassment
I mean..Come on.. What the fuck dude?? Are you fucking serious??
That kind of word should never be said in public let alone said it to tease some girl...
So when I decided I had enough,I kinda block them by hearing my gorge ipod... Did that solve the problem??? We'll apparently not.. Yes I cannot hear what those assholes were saying but how they look at me is purely disgusting... I'm not that pretty so I know that they didn't look at my face but those jerks eye doesn't even look sorry for starring at my freakin body.. Really jerks??? What the hell are you thinking?? And what the fuck am I supposed to do?? walking with my face looking down the road (literally)? That's not a solution..
The most sickening part for me was when they do it as a group.. I always avoid the construction end day in "a mall" I pass everyday cause when they all in the sideways when I came home alone then those jerks became assholes and then turn into this fucking bitch... Yes those words are cruel but how those man tease girls as a group was also very very uncool and made me shiffer.. Even when I'm with my bf, can't help to hold him a little tighter @ that particular place and condition...
Then again there's this so-called educated guy who does the same thing at my office.. They tease.. They look... I consider them lower than those guys I called jerks and assholes.. If the law is clear like in the us or europe, I'll fucking sue your ass for a fucking sexual harrasment...
And for those who thinks that this happen because the girl 'memancing' those jerks or the girl like to be tease inappropriately should just keep her/his mouth shut in front of me unless they know what I'm experiencing..
That's why I really need a friend to walk there sometimes..and it seriously not because I'm spoiled or anything LOL especially when I'm with my dearly beloved bf.. I don't think nobody even dare to look at me wrongly (yes he's that scary hahahaha)..
Yes sweety... I know.. To much curse and swears.. I hide it when I got home or delete it :D
Gerberairis
gerbera_iris at BlackBerry®
~ this post content foul language.. Please do not read if your under 17 or if you're going to judge me after reading this.. Thank you :D ~
I hate walking alone in the streets.. When I came home from work I usually walk, that usually take about 10-15 minutes.. It's not that I don't like walking.. But the so-called-guys which I prefer to call jerks are just freaking annoying...
For the record I never wear revealing outfit to the office.. Just some shirts or a little tight shirts or skirts or long pants.. Never use a tank top and mini skirt generally..
So when I walk from the office, imagine my surprise when couple of random guys tease the crap out of me.. It's not bothering me when it's just like a 'siulan' or some thing like that.. I can just shrug it off.. But when they started to say something that inappropriate up to the level I can call verbal sexual harassment
I mean..Come on.. What the fuck dude?? Are you fucking serious??
That kind of word should never be said in public let alone said it to tease some girl...
So when I decided I had enough,I kinda block them by hearing my gorge ipod... Did that solve the problem??? We'll apparently not.. Yes I cannot hear what those assholes were saying but how they look at me is purely disgusting... I'm not that pretty so I know that they didn't look at my face but those jerks eye doesn't even look sorry for starring at my freakin body.. Really jerks??? What the hell are you thinking?? And what the fuck am I supposed to do?? walking with my face looking down the road (literally)? That's not a solution..
The most sickening part for me was when they do it as a group.. I always avoid the construction end day in "a mall" I pass everyday cause when they all in the sideways when I came home alone then those jerks became assholes and then turn into this fucking bitch... Yes those words are cruel but how those man tease girls as a group was also very very uncool and made me shiffer.. Even when I'm with my bf, can't help to hold him a little tighter @ that particular place and condition...
Then again there's this so-called educated guy who does the same thing at my office.. They tease.. They look... I consider them lower than those guys I called jerks and assholes.. If the law is clear like in the us or europe, I'll fucking sue your ass for a fucking sexual harrasment...
And for those who thinks that this happen because the girl 'memancing' those jerks or the girl like to be tease inappropriately should just keep her/his mouth shut in front of me unless they know what I'm experiencing..
That's why I really need a friend to walk there sometimes..and it seriously not because I'm spoiled or anything LOL especially when I'm with my dearly beloved bf.. I don't think nobody even dare to look at me wrongly (yes he's that scary hahahaha)..
Yes sweety... I know.. To much curse and swears.. I hide it when I got home or delete it :D
Gerberairis
gerbera_iris at BlackBerry®
Mar 17, 2010
~~Afternoon Dedication~~
i love you..
i love your effort..
i love your stupidity..
i love your act of jealousy..
i love your unlimited patience..
i love your nerd-ish spoiled side..
i love your weird childish behavior..
i love your annoying sense of humor..
God knows how much i really really really dislike you sometimes and how much your act / attitude / behavior made me detest you..
but at the end of the day no doubt in my mind that i will always ended up loving you...
xoxo,
gerberairis
i love your effort..
i love your stupidity..
i love your act of jealousy..
i love your unlimited patience..
i love your nerd-ish spoiled side..
i love your weird childish behavior..
i love your annoying sense of humor..
God knows how much i really really really dislike you sometimes and how much your act / attitude / behavior made me detest you..
but at the end of the day no doubt in my mind that i will always ended up loving you...
xoxo,
gerberairis
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