Share a little something..

My friend just said that it just took a moment to create a lifetime of memory.. And that is so true! I've got those few moment actually. When that happen I sometimes share it in my blog except a couple of thing like my trip to bali with him which I'm to lazy to continue writing :p
But there's this one moment that will definitely be a special memory. It's his cousin wedding and at the almost end of the reception I'm just standing in the back watching the bride, and he came up from behind and call my name.. After that he gave me a flower, a single pink gerbera flower that he took from the reception table. And like a fool I just take the flower and make a joke about it hehehe maybe that's why he rarely do this romantic thing to me.. Cause I joke about it :p I didn't mean too really, it's just sometimes I'm really speechless after he did something romantic..
This is one of those rare moments that my boyfriend did something romantic without me giving a hint that I need something romantic hahaha and I don't know if all this really happen the why I told it just now or It happen but I romantizing (this is not even a word LoL) it more in my head? Well I don't care!! At least I have this memory :) thanks sweetheart..

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I think I act kinda selfish today.. I know I'm not suppose to just take without giving but you know me hun, After work I just desperately need your hugs and little kisses so tommorow doesn't feel that bad.. But today I'm the one who supposed to gave you all of that, I'm the one who suppose to make you feel better.. I think I'll do better next time ;)

•• I was born to tell you I love you ••
- secondhand serenade

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Freakin tired again..

It's almost 5 months.. Shouldn't I suppose to love my work by now? But why is it every time I imagine going to work the next morning just freakin devastated me... My job? Anybody can do it, it's not like I have to be there so the job will get done.. No, I'm not that important, my work is not that important and most of all, my presence doesn't effect that much.. I know I feel the same thing in my first job about 2 and a half years a go but it just lasted like a month and then I got this responsibility and a good friends. No back stabbing, no arrogance and no potty mouth.. When will I say 'God I'm glad I work here!!' .. When you hate your job for 4 freakin months, isn't it time to quit? But that just giving up and I won't give up.. I can hate it but I try to enjoy it at least.. Just wish I can share it with somebody who feel the same way but without acting overrated or bad mouthing some person or even just listen to a person opinion and then give yours nicely no need to yell at each other all the time.. Dear God I'm tired..... Thank God for a boyfriend right? (Thanks for before sweety....)


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Song of the day!

....Superhuman

Weak, I have been crying and crying for weeks.
How'd I survive when I can barely speak,barely eat on my knees.

But that's the moment you came to me,
I don't know what your love has done to me.
Think im invincible I see through the me I used to be.

You've changed my whole life, don't know what you're doing to me with your love.
I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me, a superhuman heart beats in me,
nothing can stop me here with you.
Superhuman..
I feel so superhuman

Strong, since i've been flying and righting the wrongs.
Feels almost like i've had it all along, I can see tomorrow.

Where every problem is gone because I flew everywhere with love inside of me.
It's unbeliveble to see how love can set me free.

You've changed my whole life, don't know what you're doing to me with your love.
I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me, a superhuman heart beats in me,
nothing can stop me here with you.
Superhuman..
I feel so superhuman

It's not a bird, not a plane, it's my heart and it's going gone away.
My only weekness is you, only reason is you, every minute with you
I feel like I can do, anything..
Going,going i'm gone away, in love.

You've changed my whole life, don't know what you're doing to me with your love.
I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me, a superhuman heart beats in me,
nothing can stop me here with you.
Superhuman..
- chris brown feat keri hilson

I really really dislike the guy person who sing this song but I really really love this, remind me of that special someone :-* .. So that's the it song for this week, next month I probably will get a new one :p anyway I feel like I want to make something with this song.. I have one ongoing project that involved it but my ongoing can last forever LOL

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Piece of today's weird thoughts

I don't remember if I ever write about this but oh well this is my blog and I can write anything I want hahaha..
3 days a go was our 2 years and 2 months anniversary (I don't know if that was categorised as anniversary or not :p) and just reminded my self how much I wanted to be treated romantically just because.. You know just because he loves me or just because I'm special or something like that, Treated romantically without any occasion. It's not that he's not romantic, I still can remember the special thing he does.. But sometimes I just want the big gesture, I just want him doing the spontaneity of being romantic. Am I making any sense at all?? LoL..
Anyway, 2 years is not that long right? But enough to turn down the big romantic gesture, not totally erased it just more less than usual. It's not just him, happen to me also I guess.. But my reason is like if I want to do something romantic to him it's usually something I want him to do to me and if I really go through it and do that romantic thing to him, I bet in a million years he won't do the same thing to me (I know cause I ask him about this hahaha) maybe other thing but not the kind I did.. So I just don't do it. I know its kinda lame and selfish but I am just a girl!! LoL

Gerberairis

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It is really fun using a blackberry!

Well, it started with my sister craving for a blackberry.. And I'm just like "it's only a blackberry, come ooonnn" and look at us now! Yes I said US.. My sister,my dad,my mom and me.. We all have our own personal blackberry!! Seriously crazy hahahaha
Blackberry storm for papi
Blackberry bold for mami and my sista
Blackberry javelin for yours trully
...........
Anyway, we just had a family dinner 2 hours a go and ofcourse after the actual dinner we stayed like an hour just to share and pimp our BB, talk about a tight family right? Hahahaha

Lovelove My Jav and still Love my N96! Let Blackberry tighten your family!! LOL

But I still love my BF more....... Maybeee hahahaha :- *


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Trying to blog from my javelin

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Date: Sun, 12 Apr 2009 10:50:42
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Subject: Trying to blog from my javelin


So this is a test!! Hope it work!!

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