Feb 2, 2009

A Very Old Story Chapter I

This was an old story, a very old Story that started about 4 years a go..i write this for me so that i can remind myself how lucky i am and so i don't forget what we've been through.. Yes this is about me and him :p
There's this song that i just heard and it remind me of us..

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

Jason Mraz - Lucky

I life and breath those lyrics for the past (almost) two years.. no one hardly ever read my blog besides my boyfriend so this is one also for my 2 years anniversary gift.. hmm not a gift actually just a story..

it started about four and a half years ago when I'm in my 4th semester, he (my future boyfriend :p) got the same exact schedule as me.. first impression "damn, this guy is kinda hot" hehehehe mind you i didn't have the same class with my (ex) boyfriend at that time, so no harm in looking for some eye candy right? hehehehehe but in all fairness, he was just really an eye candy at that time, no deep feeling at all. i am a loyal girlfriend until the very end believe it or not. Anyway nothing really happen in 4th semester, after a while i'm just using him to get good grades in database lab (it works :D). 5th semester in the other hand, that's a whole different story.
at fifth semester, me, him,
my (ex) boyfriend and my other friend ended up in the same class..i really don't think that anything will be different from the last semester, oh am i so wrong. we all started hanging out together and despite all the thing i thought i knew about him well let's just say i apparently create a personality for him. "simple fact : creating a personality is imagining how someone personality is when you don't really know that person" and that everybody is exactly what i did. he started to tease me in front of our other friend, and i think he push one button in me that bothered me a little so i tease him back. and for as long as i can remember our whole semester together (5 to 8), we spent it with teasing each other.. i don't know about him but i really really enjoyed it all, in a way we became friends because of it and my opinion about him drastically change..from this cool and calm guy to this annoying but friendly guy, i like the second one better :p
I don't know since when (i think the sixth or seven semester when we don't have a class together) but we started to chat online.. chatting about classes, friends, papers and after that we just started to talking about nothing, we just keep talking and talking and talking...and by that time i had a lot of problem with
my (ex) boyfriend and he really get me through it..he gave me faith that my (ex) boyfriend just doing the best for me and probably just don't know how to show it.. i can't count how many times he save my relationship at that time..and i listen when he tells me about his wacky dreams (and his dreams were really really wacky and tacky lol), about his fears (some are quite funny :p), his likes, his dislike and even his past relationships. at one point we even chat from 10 PM until 4 AM, that's when the world cup i think..in time he became my best friend, i can tell him anything while we're chatting but oddly when we meet face to face and when we hang out with our friends we just back to teasing each other and no mention about our little chat the night before.
Then one day it hit me..this guy is my best friend in college, a friend that i can tell everything even something serious and we can still joke about it.. many many times we started chat about my relationship problem with me mopping around all sad and depressed and at the end of our chat he can cheer me up whether he did it by making a joke about my problem, give me advice or even just listening to me blabbering.. don't get me wrong, once or twice he messed up with unappropriate joke but that's what friends do right? and he really can be a very very annoying guy :p
i remember this one time i had a huge fight with
my (ex) boyfriend, so huge that i cried in my office. so i called him and asked him can he get online cause i really needed a friend.. and ofcourse no more than 10 minutes he's online. what i don't know is that he had to go to a warnet to be online :p he is such a good friend.
Anyway, one of the things that makes me want to do my thesis with him is so that i can keep being his friend..i am so insecure about that friends thingy.. i ask him probably a dozen times "will we still be friend if we already in work?", "you wont forget me as your friend right?", etc hehehehe he always tell me that just let it flow..friends are friends oh and his signature "iyeee gue temen lo..ngapain si nanya kaya gituan mulu" .. i am not good at keeping frends so i really wanna protect the one i had. especially the one who can understand my corkyness :p and that 8th semester (thesis) really had a lot of good and bad memory.. as usual i always fight with
my (ex) boyfriend and at night i always tell him all my problem in YM.. this happen almost every day but he can be so annoying when he didn't do his job in the thesis sometimes or when he do something irresponsible that makes me just want to strangled him hehehhe but in the end we just have a laugh about it.
see why i so afraid to lose this friend? cause i already think him as my best friend, this guy who in front of him i don't need to be "jaim" or watch my manner or afraid to said something wrong that will make him mad. a best friend who knows all my deepest darkest secret and i mean darkessttt :D
then this thing happen..this thing on my Sidang Skripsi..after we finish and waiting for the announcement about our grades, he is so worry cause he did a couple mistakes and i really try to cheer him up even if he didn't notice it. when they tell us our grade ( i got an A and he got a B ) i so look him with this dagger stabbing eye "I TOLD YOU SO, you don't need to worry.." and then we celebrate with congratulate each other in that exam room. and as we stepped out the room, our friends already waiting to congratulate the 3 of us.. and..he kinda hug me..not that real hug, a side hug.. his left hand just suddenly hug my shoulder and this moment just stop..you know when everything around you became so slow and your heart just stop..thats exactly what happen injust about 3 or 4 seconds hug but that really affect me..and then he just casually pat my head and then go on to our other friends.. after that i'm just thingking am i the only one who feel that slow motion happen? dear God I really am getting a little bit crazy hehehe ( owwhh this slow motion doesn't happen often to me.. i only remember 2 or 3 and this is one of them. i dont think you know the other one sweety :p)
well .. i'm going to continue another time in the part II LOL..oh i didn't cheat from
my (ex) boyfriend after all this nor did i have a deep feeling for my future boyfriend in case anybody wondering :p

by the way, you asked me why i wanted to get married..
i haven't answered it but i will huney..soon :p



1 comment:

gabhod said...

Aawwwhhh huney...the best story ever >:D< :-* to be continued nya bener2 di continue-in yaaaa..hehehehehe..kalau ada yg lupa2 ingat...kamu bisa tanya aku kok ;) hehehe..and yes i really really want to know that answer hun..its killing me being so curious..hehehehhe...

your dearest,
gabhod xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo