Aug 28, 2007

what happen today?

today one of my boyfriend bestfriend YM me..well at first i thought its her until the person YMing me said he's using his friend messenger..this person is a guy..this guy is a friend of my boyfriend bestfriend (what did i just write??i'm starting to get confused by my own blog hahahahahha )well anyway at first it's fine..but even if its not true i feel like his bestfriend testing me..i know this wasnt true cause his bestfriend isnt the one doing this..but still it feels like that..
yaaaa..i just wanna write that...


meet the parents..

maybe i supposed to tell stories in based on date...
hmm but i wanna tell this story now..

it was a rainy night with thunder and lightning flashes upon my eyes...heheheh now that was too dramatic lol well its just a usual night after i came home from work..and suddenly BAM! mystupidly handsome boyfriend said "huney, can i ask you a favor?let's meet my parents and my aunt next week.." and in an utter shock i just hmm dead silence oh and he continues with more newsss.. "oh and the week after that there's this family gathering just a little thing for my father birthday" (a little thing??!!! yeah right!!! well this is another story to tell) hahahahahaha and i just said "yes, sure why not" hahahahhahaha
why not you ask?? gosh, well i dont know, maybe because i'm scared as heck!!!
what if he's parents dont like me..
what if they were not that nice to me..
what if they think i'm a bad influence for their son..
what if i dont know what to say..
what if i fall in front of them..i mean literally fall..fall flat in my face..oh with my hobby falling down everywhere, this bound to happen..
what if they asked me something important and with my stupid hearing problem i just look at them with stupid and confused look in my face..

well when that day arrived i tried to look my best as polite and as nice possible so they can see their "calon menantu" (his word not mine lol) is beautiful and honorable hahahahhahaha (yeah right!!!) oh this is not the first time i meet them but then i'm not their son's girlfriend.. hmm as usual i told story that unrelated with my first story..

okay then i meet them..and all the time what's on my mind is..
"what should i say"
"what?!where are you going!!!dont leave me here alone with your parents!!!"
"they dont like me,do they??i knew it..i knew it..i'm bad with parents..."
well, thats some of those things on my mind at that time...

but his parents is so nice..they talk to me like they really like me..yeeyy me!!!
we -me and his parents- even joke around about their son hehehehehe sorry baby..
and we even talk when he's not around, they talkedto me!! yeeeyy!!

all and all this day end very very good..i think his parents not hate me and thats enough.. (and now i'm thingking how to make them like me, use a spell?use a drug?or use a spell binding parfume?? hahahahahaha)
oh and i think i eat too much krupuk kulit cause his mother give me a bag of krupuk kulit to take home hahahahahahahaha

i'm glad they probably like me sweety..thanks for that memorable day..



hmm i really really wanna write a looong post a bout last saturday..
but too tired..
rain check!!


~wanna make that leap of faith~


well yesterday is officially my 6 months anniversary with you sweety hehehehehe

it's just six months but we both been through so much or maybe this is because we're best friends since college so we do been through so much, well anyway thats not what i' m going to talk about..hmm kinda forget what am i going to talk about hehehehe

we usually have this talk every last month..
just to remember or just to say whats change between us, the good part or the bad part..
this time, after six month..i don't have much to say...
i just know that being with you for six month was one of the greatest experience in my life..
you make me see my flaws and accept it..
you make me more mature in making my decision..
and you teach me to say no without feeling guilty..

i appreciate it all and i will never regret every second i spend with you either as a part of my soul or just simply as my best friend..

yours trully,


Aug 23, 2007

have the need to tell somebody... :D

Well i know my imagination can go wild an really really weird sometimes but i just imagining something.. Something which i have to shared with somebody without anybody finding out lol..

imagine me in this beautiful white dress or very very pretty white kebaya that my mom made me..

(scene took place at a beautiful mosque in morroco or europe or rusia )

yes people.. i'm imagining my wedding!! LOL

and my future husband wearing this black tux customade just for him..

my mom, dad, and sister...

his mom,dad, and siblings...

my 2 best friends..

his best friends..

my cats (i know its impossible but who knows :p )


Annie Leibovitz as the photographer to take our photo from the ceremony till the 'after wedding gathering' (have you seen her work??!! perfect!!!)

its a great thought isnt it?

imagine after the ceremony we went to the most beautiful places there to take pictures just me, him and our closest people in our life..


nice to getaway from work for a minute !!! LOL

ps. you can guess i write this after seeing
Annie Leibovitz work of art hehehehe

yours trully,


Aug 22, 2007

Adia's Wedding - May 2007

The day start of very very early in the morning.. I woke up at 4 in the morning (nothing to do with gwen song that is), take a bath and waiting for mas Teddy and mba Iroh who did me,my mom and my sis hair and make up..
After a looonnggggggg and painful hours, Ta-Da!!! we're set and ready looking beautifully georgeus like we're going to a wedding..emm well we are going to a wedding, so thats fine i supposed to be metafora thingy but that did'nt work nicely hmm well....what the heck am i talking about...just forget everything you read in this particular paragraph..
well we go on to adia's house to eat breakfast..
and the breakfast..
MMmmm *droolll* just great ( or is it just because i'm hungry so everything looks delicious? ).
Then off we all go (my big family) to the building (aneka tambang building, i don't know where exactly this place is..) .
oh, we divided into like six car and i went with my cousin cause he's alone. after a couple of miles along the road he told me that he forgot to fill up the gas and he didnt know if there's any gas station along the way there..what??!!why me??! me in this lovely georgeus dress,make up and hair-do??!! and of course my darn cousin, which is also the brother's bride,only exaggerating.. we got there safe and sound..

Me and my Cousin
( yes! the one who almo
st make me push his car :D )

There we met with my other family and getting ready to start the 'akad nikah'.. i like seeing my relatives or my friends get married..why you ask? seeing them happy? well thats one thing.. the main thing is i can play dressed up and wear make up and do my hair differently and looking pretty,so come on people!! get maried and invite me!! :))
with me holding the seserahan, camera, phone, bag i almost missed my boyfriend ( well not really he's so big how can i missed him? hehehe just kidding hun!!!) he looked soo cute in that shirt and clean cut shave and a too small jas..

and then the ceremony start, the akad nikah didnt use any adat so its a usual thing but looking at your closest cousin getting married with this beautiful and nice girl was just priceless..he's one of my closest cousin, from my father side..there are 14 of us - the kosasih family - maybe one of the reason we're so close is that my grandpa always push us to stick together and that kinda stuck until now..
You know like 7 or 8 years
a go when it's lebaran, and we were just hangout at my grandpa house and suddenly my grandpa tell us that we were going to my other cousin house to play..we were soo excited cause we love to play there. so when we're on the car heading there, do you know where he takes us? to our other grandparents house for 'silaturahmi' .. our own grandfather tricked us hehehehe we ended up having fun anyway..this doesnt have anything to do with the wedding isnt it hehehehe...

..My Precious Treasure..

when the reception, they use adat betawi and i never seen this will be interesting to see if i can that is.. as usual me, my sister, and two of my cousin have to stay in the front table.. the ceremony sounds interesting anyway (yes i can hear it happening..pathetic..i know..), and i havent even see the video of the ceremony..
anyway all and all it's a beautiful ceremony, my grandpa would love to be there..

the food was good too..thank good for my sweet boyfriend who always bringing me food and making me slacking my job :p thanks for holding my cellphone , thanks for holding my little tiny bag, thanks for being patient listening to my constant complaint ( my feet hurts, this heelss to high, this kebaya is too small, i'm soo ugly, i'm so fat, i'm hungry..well that kind of complaint lol) and we take soooo much pictures on that day.. we just love taking pictures!!! thanks dear...for everyything...we also always laugh uncontrollably, i dont know why hehehehehe..

-- just perfect pose !! --
love doing this with you anytime huney..

The day end just perfect with us together ...

ps. please mind the bad english hehehehehhe



It's All About The Things Called Love..
That Make Me Do Everything For You..
- For You

Aug 21, 2007

What's On my mind in That Stupid but Oh So Lovely night

this guy always teasing me about my "drama queen" habit..
this guy always yelling at me if i tell him a story about my "problem"..
this guy always saying that he will never ( with a capital N E V E R ) date his best friend..
this guy always saying that he treat all his girl best friend the same way he treated me..
this guy always treated me so coldly when we met..
this guy also said that we will never ended up together ( or is it me who said that?:D)


this guy said he like like me at midnight 27.07.2007..


this guy ended up loving me more than i know..

vice versa...


This Thing Called Happiness

it's been like almost six month i did'nt post anything in this blog..
well i'm back !! (Yeey me!! - and i know i'm the only one who read this blog LOL)

in this past six month i have a new boyfriend (a good guy indeed which i can read my whole experience with him, before we actually together in this blog), lost a bestfriend, went to my brother wedding, went to bidadari island with my co workers in indosat, meet my boyfriend parents, meet more of my boyfriend family, my birthday, his birthday, went to a co workers wedding in bandung hmm what else..what did i missed..well i tell all along the way..

bottom line is i'm happy..

and i'm truly sorry to the people i hurt so that i can gain this happiness..

love always,