Nov 13, 2010


Notice : if you're My Boyfriend/ fiancee/ soon-to-be-husband.. pleasee.. pleaasseee don't read this post :D mi love you so much ebiiii but seriously stop reading now!!

so this is like upcoming makeup that will come in the next 2 months. so freakin excitedd *happydance*.

1. MAC MSF Stereo Rose

This is a Freakin Stereo Rose!!! the one that sold out in a couple hours @ the urban legend MSF .... the MAC Myth!!!  and i got it!!! well it's on the way, tikijne kinda messed up my address so they have to re-send it.. still happy though :D Brand New and i got it for $38, kinda high from the original price but definitely not as ridiculous as ebay price which is now almost  reach $100, that's just freakin' crazy, i mean i love my make up with a passion but an MSF for 1 million rupiah is just outrageous not to mention ridiculous..
anywhoooo, the stereo rose had arrived!!! it's kinda frosty but i don't regret buying it :D

2. Mac A Tartan Tale Stuff

so after much much much debating (with the fiancee) what to get on this MAC collection just because i-want-it-all-cause-i'm-in-love-with-the-plaid debacle, i decided to get
  • 6 Beauties Play It Cool Palette
  • Sweep Me of My Feet Brush set
  • Dazzle The Lads Lip Bag
He's going to buy me the brush set *yeay* , i will buy the palette and then i will used my Sing $ left over to buy the lip bag in Singapore when my mom goes there.. so why there are more picture than the product i'm planning to buy?


Oct 7, 2010

Dang!! I forgot to post this!!

I love blogwalking.. blogseeing.. blogreading or whatever they called it.. Especially beauty blog.. Makeup blog.. Not really into vlog cause my office block anything remotely related to video.. So the usual beauty blog with lots of picture makes me happy!! Plus you could really learn something from those blog.. Nooo, not learn how to spend all your money on the new MAC collections ( don't give me or my blog that nasty look baby, I didn't spent that much money LOL )..

Anyway, this post was suppose to be about depoting my mac msfn, but I'll get to that later :D

One of my favorite beauty blog is Temptalia (me and like hundreds and thousand of people), she's one dedicated beauty blogger.. I really want to be a beauty blogger but I don't think I have the determination to do it.. Yes I love blogging but more like casual blogging.. And the only person reading my blog is my fiance (whose writing I miss the most!!).. Oh and sometimes that guy called salman (do visit his blog, his weird and I love making fun of him in the office.. But you'll love his blog,his writing is not as vain and self centered like mine hahahahaha)

Writing something when I want it and when I have the time is enough for me right now :D

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ps. my darn office blocked temptalia!!! what the heck??!!!!!!!!!

Sep 9, 2010


What?? Already september??? And all my promises to do all the post?!! Shame on me!!!!!!!
Maybe I shouldn't do target or sumtin like that.. I soo will not achieve it :p
Welcome september!!!
3 months to go!!!
God please protect us and we always know everything that happen is for the best and give us strength for decades to come... Amiinnn...

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Aug 18, 2010

Please don't do this again GOD.....

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Aug 4, 2010

Me 03 : Invitation..

kinda surreal seeing a draft for our invitation...
even if it's not the final draft for the color..
but.. good God... 
this kinda makes my heart skip a beat seeing our name there :p

Invitation Draft

Aug 2, 2010

Beauty 01 : Seserahan Cosmetic Edition!

so.. at first i thought it will be simple to ensemble a group of makeup that i love with one theme..
boy am i soo wrong...

so the first idea that come to mine is BLACK
cause i love MAC and NARS..
their both are black so problem solved!!!
not quite apparently..
mommy said to used only one brand..

okay so next idea is PURPLE
cause i already have a lot of urban decay stuff laying around in my house
and i can just buy a couple of stuff from UD singapore to complete it..
so i thought YEAYYY!! finish!!
nope.. not gonna happen said the fiance..
"more from me (the new stuff) than form your collection baby"

soo!!! the winner is MAC BLACK
lots of new stuff and add a little of my old stuff!
here's the temporary line up!

MSF Comfort

MSF Petticoat
MSF Redhead and Brunette

MSF Warm Blend

MAC 116
Viva Glam Cyndi

and the pending one cause it's kinda different color/brand so i'm very pesimistic that it will go in to the box.. but at least i already have it LOL..

MAC Hipness
NARS Luster

 and other thing like

MAC 109
Mineralize Loose

soo  what else?

Jul 31, 2010

Me 02 : Update.. shorttt update :D

saturday night at home  without the fiance, and working.. yes i just write that.. i'm working @ saturday night.. why you might ask? cause i just assigned to help some other division for 3 months while also working on my usual job.. tired? much! but oh well... I've got christian kane - thinking of you on my player, i can't believe that guy from leverage sing so good..

well the fiance is @padang attending his cousins wedding, i know it's a family thing but i just hate it when  he's in too far from me.. like last week when he went to bangka, or when he went to palu or balikpapan.. and next week to bali and aceh.. arrrggghhhhh.. dont like it!!! i know it's his job and he must go.. but i just dont like it.. worried mostly.. *le sigh....*

short update!! must woorkk must workkk!!!!

Jul 23, 2010

Me 01 : His Birthday

Happy birthday dear!!
25 years old on july 22nd...

I hope you like my gift
My tiny surprise cake :p
And my 25 kisses I gave you yesterday..
(Which I know you didn't realize it :D)

I love you yesterday...
I love you now..
And in 5 months..
I hope..
I love you
For the rest of my life...

Via :)

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Jul 22, 2010

i think i should...

Start making a target for my blog..
Not a simple or standard target like blog once a week or once a month..
But  :
14 entry about makeup/fashion and 
7 entry about my dear life 
target expired end of august!!!
that's my goal! * smart 'eh including my birthday there?? no?? oh welllllll LOL*

hmm whhat should i call the title post *thingking*  ???
okay how about :
makeup/fashion : BEAUTY 01 - 14: [title post]
my life : ME 01 - 07 : [title post]

kinda suck but at least it's something! :D

let's get started then!..

good luck me!!!


Jun 25, 2010

Could you just listen..

If I could just tell you how much it hurt..
If I could just tell you how much I want to cry..
Just want you to listen and hug...
Only listen and hug me..
Susah ya...
Ended up crying alone..
What a life yah.. :)
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May 31, 2010

Tiba - tiba kangen.....

Kerja di isat bareng MySoonToBeHubby... Sebelum jadian kita udah sekantor cuma agak jauh emang gedungnya (ga agak doang si.. Satu thamrin satu kuningan, jauh gilaa) hmm sampe akhir nya isat bagian gue pindah ke gedung yg deket banget sama gedung dia... Jadilah kita suka pulang bareng kadang2... I think my circa 2007 blog is mostly about him :D oh those butterflies in your stomach , those awkward smile and awkward joke, those morning coffee.. me and him are best friend since college, I tell him everything and I mean EVERYTHING!!! We can tell each other anything and still joking around especially through chatting *oh how yahoo messenger change our life LOL*
Anyway kenapa jadi bahasa inggris gitu yak, ya campur2 aja lah ya....

Gue ampir 2 stengah taun di isat.. Dan almost 2 taunnya gue abisin being Ms. Reza Boer, Yes 'miss', In term or equal his girl friend... And now in 7 months I will be Mrs. Reza Boer (insyaAllah)... Geeezzz how time flies..

I still remember 'masa pdkt' that is freakin stupid :D well the fact that I don't know that dia lagi pdkt (eh dia pdkt ga si waktu itu??) Made it stupid and weird.. Tapi harusnya gue tau lah ya.. Dia suka nemenin gue pulang bareng naek busway padahal arahnya aaja beda.. Alasan dia si katanya mau nyoba naek busway, how stupid of a reason is that?? Tapi gue masi percaya aja si ya so the jokes on me hehehehe... Dia yg selalu ada tiap malem kalo gue mau curhat... Dia yg kalo di mintain download apapun ma gue always say yes tanpa alasan...

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May 14, 2010


You don't know how much I love you dear...
Saranghae fiancee......

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May 7, 2010

Am I..

Am I not thankful enough??
Didn't I say alhamdullillah often?
Did I do something so wrong?
I guess I did...
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I don't want to feel overly happy anymore..
Being too happy on my engagement is sooo wrong... Being too happy on weekend is so not worth a week of tears... No more......

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May 5, 2010


Could this day get any worse.....

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May 4, 2010


Never in my almost 3.5 year took the busway did I ever cry... Until today... Yes I know... Stupid... Weird... Memalukan.. Any other word? You name it, I won't deny it... Freakin tired.. Office.. Family.. Friends.. >.< And I really don't have anybody.. Why in a time like this I'm always alone.. Always.. :(

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Apr 20, 2010

18 April 2010

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Apr 12, 2010

Asian Drama Must Watch!!

so I'm thinking to make this a permanent link.. but probably later, too lazy to do it :D

Recent LOVE!!

 You're Beautiful

    Oh how i hate this Kdrama after the first like 10 minutes or so.. the guys are weird looking, the girl are not   that pretty.. Boy am i so wrong!!! after an episode, i feel in love to Jang Geun Suk. love love love love this one, and i'm just freakin upset that i almost finish it.. i don't want it to end!!!

KDrama Must  Watch!
  1. Fantasy Couple
  2. Full House
  3. My Fair Lady / Take care Agasshi (2009)
  4. That Fool
  5. Princess Hours
  6. My Girl
JDrama Must Watch!
  1. Pride
  2. Hana Yori Dango
Cdrama Must Watch!
  1. Devil Beside You
Nice To watch!!
  1. Witch Yoo Hee
  2. Hello! Miss..
  3. Boys Before flowers
  4. BOSS
  5. H2

Apr 6, 2010

God surely want me to be happy right?

i should be happy...
especially when it's like H-12 from The E-Day..
i should be jumping for joy!!!
but why is it so hard :(

no it's not because i'm not happy for the E-day..
i really am..
really really happy..
it's just that when i'm feeling entitled to be happy..
something bad happen..
something really bad..
and this last one just freakin' crush me..
i think only God and miboyfie knows..
and let's keep it that way..
yes (huney) i know that the world doesn't revolve around me..
(actually this blog does actually revolve around me)
but it's just freakin' hard not to do the "what if's"...
and it's so hard to take hit after hit when you're supposed to be beyond happy..

i do believe that God won't give a problem more than we can handle...
and yes the wheel always turn.. you can never always be on the top..

but did i do something wrong God?

le sigh

Mar 19, 2010

The kind of people I called jerks...

How do I start this post.. Hmmm...
~ this post content foul language.. Please do not read if your under 17 or if you're going to judge me after reading this.. Thank you :D ~
I hate walking alone in the streets.. When I came home from work I usually walk, that usually take about 10-15 minutes.. It's not that I don't like walking.. But the so-called-guys which I prefer to call jerks are just freaking annoying...
For the record I never wear revealing outfit to the office.. Just some shirts or a little tight shirts or skirts or long pants.. Never use a tank top and mini skirt generally..
So when I walk from the office, imagine my surprise when couple of random guys tease the crap out of me.. It's not bothering me when it's just like a 'siulan' or some thing like that.. I can just shrug it off.. But when they started to say something that inappropriate up to the level I can call verbal sexual harassment
I mean..Come on.. What the fuck dude?? Are you fucking serious??
That kind of word should never be said in public let alone said it to tease some girl...
So when I decided I had enough,I kinda block them by hearing my gorge ipod... Did that solve the problem??? We'll apparently not.. Yes I cannot hear what those assholes were saying but how they look at me is purely disgusting... I'm not that pretty so I know that they didn't look at my face but those jerks eye doesn't even look sorry for starring at my freakin body.. Really jerks??? What the hell are you thinking?? And what the fuck am I supposed to do?? walking with my face looking down the road (literally)? That's not a solution..
The most sickening part for me was when they do it as a group.. I always avoid the construction end day in "a mall" I pass everyday cause when they all in the sideways when I came home alone then those jerks became assholes and then turn into this fucking bitch... Yes those words are cruel but how those man tease girls as a group was also very very uncool and made me shiffer.. Even when I'm with my bf, can't help to hold him a little tighter @ that particular place and condition...
Then again there's this so-called educated guy who does the same thing at my office.. They tease.. They look... I consider them lower than those guys I called jerks and assholes.. If the law is clear like in the us or europe, I'll fucking sue your ass for a fucking sexual harrasment...
And for those who thinks that this happen because the girl 'memancing' those jerks or the girl like to be tease inappropriately should just keep her/his mouth shut in front of me unless they know what I'm experiencing..
That's why I really need a friend to walk there sometimes..and it seriously not because I'm spoiled or anything LOL especially when I'm with my dearly beloved bf.. I don't think nobody even dare to look at me wrongly (yes he's that scary hahahaha)..
Yes sweety... I know.. To much curse and swears.. I hide it when I got home or delete it :D
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Mar 17, 2010

~~Afternoon Dedication~~

i love you..
i love your effort..
i love your stupidity..
i love your act of jealousy..
i love your unlimited patience..
i love your nerd-ish spoiled side..
i love your weird childish behavior..
i love your annoying sense of humor..

God knows how much i really really really dislike you sometimes and how much your act / attitude / behavior made me detest you..

but at the end of the day no doubt in my mind that i will always ended up loving you...


Mar 8, 2010

What title should I give this?

So... When will you get bored waiting for me... For an hour and a half at least...

And when you do get bored or tired or any other reason.. Will you tell me? Or just say nothing just to keep from getting angry or 'ngambek' ?

And when will I be that girl that he can be proud of?

Thank god he doesn't read my blog a lot anymore.. Lol

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Feb 27, 2010


Last 2 weeks is like the happiest moment in my life... And I should have known... I can't possibly be that happy without having a bad consequences... And now I rather have those 2 weeks taken from me as long everything going back to normal so I don't have to feel like this...
Can I just die..........
Where are you when I need you??
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Feb 16, 2010

a little help for the Boyfie....

sooo this is the ultimate thing i want this end of the month..

finish in my other blog!!


Feb 14, 2010


*Mac Mineralized loose SPF 15 foundation
*Mac Studio Fix Lash
*UDPP in Eden
*Majolica Majorca lash expander
*Benefit boi-ing concealer
*Mac Blot Powder Medium Dark
*Burrt's Bees Repair Serum
*MAC 182!!!!! finally!!

thank you mommy and daddy!!!!!

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Feb 12, 2010

Pic haul from mom!!!!!!!


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Feb 11, 2010

makeup and skincare things......

1. How many times do you wash your face daily?
Twice. Morning and at night. (three times if my face feel icky at the office at noon)

2. What skin type do you have? (dry,oily,combo)
Oily - Combination

3. What is your current facial wash?
Dr's cleanser for acne prone, Himalayan neem cleanser and Lush Fresh pharmacy ( which i think recently broke me out :(

4. Do you exfoliate?
Yes. Sometimes.

5. What brand do you use?
St. Ives blackhead and blemishes and Cure

6. Is it really important to moisturize?
Very much for my combination dehydrated face

7. How often do you moisturize your face?
Twice.. morning and night..

8. What moisturizer do you use?
Kiehl's Yerba Matte and dr's acne prone moisturizer (my ultimate fav is MAC lightful deep ultramoiture cream)

9. Do you use sunscreen?
yes in the morning.. Neutrogena ultra sheer dry touch SPF 30

10. What is your favorite skincare line?
hmm none that i worship as an HG

11. Do you give yourself regular facial treatments?

12. Do you have freckles?

13. Do you use eye cream?
yes!! i have too!!

14. Do you or did you have acne prone skin?
Sometimes ( like now or when that time of the month or when i have bad reactions to a product)

15. Did you ever have to use Pro-active?

16. Do you use a mask? And what do you use?
St' Ives Hydroxy Masque and one other mask from St' Ives but forgot the name..

17. Which celebrity do you think has good skin even without makeup?
i really don't know..

18. One skincare routine that is a MUST for you?
moisturizer and eye cream..

19. Why do you think we should take care of our skin?
our very precious asset 

1. What foundation do you use?
Chanel Mat Lumiere and MAC Tinted Moisturizer or Everyday Minerals Base

2. How about concealer?
MAC Select Moisturecover and MAC Studio Finish

3. Do you know your undertone color?
Yellow.. i'm an NC in MAC

4. What do you think of fake eyelashes?
don't really enjoy using it, but i look good using them

5. Did you know that you are suppose to change your mascara every 3 months?
as long as the mascara still wearable, i think it's fine :D (it's freakin expensive anyways!)

6. What brand of mascara do you use?
Maybelline Cat Eyes

7. Sephora, drugstore or departmental store?
Sephora and Drugstore (rarely)

8. Do you use M.A.C?
cannot live without 'em

9. What makeup tools do you use in make up application?

10. Do you use make-up base/primer for the eyes?
hmm rarely.. when i got the product i will use it :D

11. For the face?
same as above..

12. What is your favorite highlight powder?
Benefit 10

13. Contour?
I don't use any too.

14. What is your favorite eyeshadow (color or shade)?
Teal and copper

15. Do you line your eyes?
Yes just recently..

16. Tightline?

17. Do you use pencil or liquid eyeliner?
Pencil and liquid that shape like a pen :D

18. How often do you poke your eyes with an eyeliner pencil?
hmm once i guess :p

19. What do you think of pigment eyeshadows?
Just recently so i don't know...

20. Do you use mineral makeup?
Yup.. everyday minerals

21. What is your favorite lipstick?
Benefit in Rocket Pop

22. How about lipgloss?
none i really love.. maybe my MAC  baroque boudoir d’Nouveau

23. What blush do you use?
powder blus

24. Type or brand or name?
MAC powder blush in Melba

25. Do you buy your makeup on ebay?

26. Do you like drugstore makeup?

27. Did you ever consider taking make-up classes?
Yes. I did. But i want to find something cheap :D

28. Are you clumsy in putting on makeup?

29. Name a makeup crime that you hate?
cakey under eye concealer

30. Do you like colorful shades of makeup (lipstick,eyeshadow) or neutral ones?
Colorful shades!

31. Can you share a make up trick that you know?
don't know any...

32. Which celebrity always has great make up?
hmmm not really paying attention on their makeup..

33. Can you make a "cat eye" wing?

34. If you could leave the house using just ONE make up item,what would you use?
Nars Loose Powder

35. Could you ever leave the house without any makeup on?
Yes ofcourse!

36. Do you think you look good even without any makeup on?
sometimes.. when i had a good skin day LOL

37. In your opinion, what is the BEST makeup line?
me love MAC!!!!

38. Would you ever consider permanent makeup?

39. Have you ever work in a cosmetic line?

Jan 22, 2010

A very old story chapter III

In the mood to continue this story :)

So this is the random thing before I get to the pdkt-not pdkt fiasco... :D

I graduated in june.. Got a job in september and the graduation ceremony is on october... So from june till october I didn't meet him at all.. It's not that I have to meet him or anything.. We still chat, we still tease each other and I still tell him everything.. but I kinda want to see him so when it's time for the gladi resik of the ceremony, I'm a little excited to see him.. Hmm how can I explain that day in english.. Indonesia-english mode dulu deh hahahaha

Okay so the gladi resik, what was he thingking... We act like 2 strangers and just say hi and that's it.. He's too busy with his friends... Seball!! Tp tentunya act cool besides my (ex) boyfriend was there.. It's just that, we were so close in ym but when we met it's like hmmm we do have chemistry, but it' like we're holding back to be best friends in real life.. Doesn't make any sense isn't it? Oh well, only you read this ya un :p

anyway, ya bgitulah... Lagi really not in the mood to continue berhubung ni post udah di anggurin beberapa lama.. Jd itu dulu aja daripada di delete kan sayang hahahaha...

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Jan 21, 2010

Upcoming post..

So to remain my self what's to post next.. *why do my posts start with 'so' anyway?? WeirrDdddd*

# a very old story part III
# how God gives me this 'unique' and freakin weird friends
# how es**e **u**r skincare damaged my face :( *alergy!!! Probably*
# mac ligthful ultra moisture cream review

Hope I can finish it!!!!

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Jan 18, 2010

Benefit Silky Finish Lipstick in "Rocket Pop" Review

My First Real Review!!

pics from : Benefit

For ages i always love lipstick.. I've tried from a mid/low end brand lipstick like oriflame to a high end brand lipstick like chanel or dior. I never settle to a shade in lipstick, always changing color from peach to pink and even bright orange (never red i don't know why :p). I also never finish a lipstick, I'm a lipstick adventurer :D
so eventough  i love them, i never have an HG lipstick. Until one day my mom came home from Singapore and gave me a Benefit Silky Finish Lipstick in "Rocket Pop" and i just instantly fall in love.

  1. The lipstick texture is smooth and silky and It goes on very creamy in my lips i really love i. you wouldn't even have to use a lip balm before this and your lips will never feel dry *NEVER*. maybe because it's so creamy cons : it doesn't stay long in your lips maybe because it's so creamy..
  2. The color is so very pigmented, for Rocket Pop the color is dark rose that can make your lips look full and naturally pigmented once you use it.. The color is also buildable from sheer to very pigmented.
  3. I try Using it with a brush, i like it but not as much as i like the usual traditional way on using lipstick lol
  4. I LOVE THE COLOR!!! rocket pop had a very beautiful shade..
  5. The finishing result got a slight shine but no shimmer *love it*
  6. a little bit in the pricey side. In singapore the price is around S$ 32 . expensive if you compare it to MAC lipstick which cost merely S$26
So even there's a couple of cons i still love this lipstick and happily called it my HG lipstick. I tried to find dupes and so far i only found NYX in B52, kinda similar but it doesn't have that shine that make your lips look full like the benefit does. So i'm sticking with my benefit :D

On the cons side, this lipstick finish very quickly. one lipstick only for like 3  months more less, i don't know if i use it to barbaric but it finish too soon! i'm in my fourth rocket pop lipstick now and got only one backup.. i so cannot life without this lipstick hahahahaha

I'm still a lipstick adventurer but i will always have this as my HG and something that will never go wrong *wink*

Overall Rating : 4.5/5  ( .5 cut : pricey stuff for something that finish so fast!)
Will buy again : Definitely

*sorry for the not so good pics :p


Jan 15, 2010

ending a relationship..

oh i almost forget to post this!!!

2 days a go, my boyfriend and i talking about how it was easier to go through a  break-up when we're in the side that called it off.. he's saying that cause he tried both :D and then he said "it's the same for you, you called it quits so it's easier for you than for your ex". well at that time i agree with him.. until i look back..

breaking up with somebody is always devastating. even when you're in the side who called it quits.. at that time is not that it was easier for me but i just feel numb.. i cannot feel anything, i did cried for an hour exactly the next day.. but after that it's just numb.. i feel nothing.. not hate.. not hurt.. not pain.. nothing.. so it's not easier i guess, it's just like you don't have anything to feel.. thank god i had a splendid friends then..
i don't remember if i tell him this or not??? heheheheh oh well.. selamat membaca sayang..


My boyfriend thank you email to his company....

Dear All,

Hari ini saya ingin mengucapkan terima kasih banyak kepada segenap keluarga besar I****at untuk pengalaman yang saya peroleh di sini dan pelajaran yang tentunya mendorong saya untuk berkarya lebih baik.

Setelah 3 tahun turut berkarya di I****at, banyak pengalaman yang baik maupun buruk tetapi seluruh pengalaman saya disini akan selalu menjadi salah satu kenangan yg paling saya hargai.

Merupakan suatu kebanggan untuk saya bergabung serta mengabdi selama 3 tahun di PT I****at Tbk khususnya keluarga besar IT Billing Project dan rasa terima kasih yang besar saya persembahkan untuk seluruh anggota keluarga I****at yang telah membimbing saya menjadi seorang insan gemilang.

Akhir kata izinkanlah saya menyampaikan beribu maaf atas segala kesalahan yang terjadi, baik lisan, tulisan maupun tindakan saya selama menjadi keluarga besar I****at.

Semoga I****at Selalu Menjadi yang terdepan dan sukses selalu
Terimakasih dan Sampai bertemu di lain kesempatan.. 

Best Regards, 

So this is my boyfriend thank you letter when he resigned from his company yesterday.. and of course i made this for him.. i ask him to add his words a little bit and he just answer "udah kan tu.. best regards nya kan aku yg buat" hmm sure baby *rolling eyes...*

hehehehe but always lurvve you muchas beib...
and Hoping all the best for you sweetie..

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Cheers dude!

Okay.. So I don't get it.. This guy thinks that he's the 'guy'.. You know, a guy who thinks that he's all that.. That every women wants him.. That every thing he done is amazing.. I'll admit that I know a couple of girls who think like that.. But did he really think I will feel the same way?? *indonesia mode :LOL:* iya gue curhat ma dia.. Iya gue minta nasehat dia... Tapi apa dengan kaya gitu trus gue harus fall head over heels gt ma dia?? Well that's freakin hilarious...
Nah sekarang? Kalo gue deket sama cowo laen, do he really need to act all jealous? Sementara dia ga punya hak to do that? Gue punya preference untuk crita ke org yg gue anggap nyaman.. Even my dearly beloved boyfriend aja ga masalah..
He really think kalo dia udah nguasain gue sama telah berhasil membuat gue jadi salah satu korban dia.. Well think again dude... It is so pathetic seeing him try to make me jealous while I feel nothing.. I don't care really tp it's start to bother me when he did it with my girl friends... Yes friends like 2 of my friends.. Sementara dia dan gue tau keadaan perasaan salah satu cewe ini yg lagi labil but nooo dia tetep 'gangguin' ni cewe.. Kadang I had enough with him.. His arrogance and everything.. Thank god I had this other friend kalo buat crita2...
He need to realize that he's not all that.. Dan dia harus sadar that this time he played a player, and he lose...
I never played a guy friend, but I'm good at manipulating.. I know it's not something to be proud of but this skill is very usefull on dealing this kind of situation.. You know the situation where you make the guy think that you're soo lugu *apa ya bahasa inggrisnya hahahahah* and very depending on him ?? I'm good at that.. Very damn good :LOL: it even take my then-bestfriend-now-boyfriend almost 2 years to know my hidden ability... do I sound like a b**ch?? Well I didn't really intend to manipulate, I'm just that easy going with my guy friend...
Inti post ini sebenernya just to give shout out to that dude.. Just a little message, this time i made you believe that you're a better player than me.. I made you believe that I became a player because of you.. I made you believe that you're some kind of a role model... But in the end.. it's not me who act jealous and its not me who act all weird when I'm close to another person...
Cheers dude :)
Gosh this post really made me look like a b**ch!!!
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Jan 13, 2010

so now people (what people??? hahahaha ) can access my blog through my new domain or hosting or what this thing called?? i can't believe i'm an IT graduate and can't figure out the name LOL..

now the blog can be access from

Thanks to my good friend the IT genius, Mudie!!!!! i want to put your link but your blog hasn't finish yet :p

so enjoy.. i hope i write more!!!


Jan 12, 2010

update : arrgghhh!! another wishlist that i'm craving :D

so.. i have this annual craving for make up like this one and so let's start this YEAR
MONTH craving!!!! * hope somebody read this and nice enough to buy me some LOL *

  1. PearlMatte eyeshadow from MAC in Lillyland collection
  2. Mac Brush #217 #219
  3. MAC Blot Powder in Medium Dark
  4. MAC Mineralize Eyeshadow Quad in Odd Bits
  5. Urban Decay 24/7 Glide-On Eye Pencil in covet, electric, flipside or deviant
  6. Make Up For Ever HD Primer #6 Yellow Sample
  7. Make Up Fore Ever HD Concealer

That is my
wishlist!!! order descending from super badly to just simply want it LOL why didn't i buy this when i went to Singapore you people ask?? cause i'm stupid and i don't really want those stuff when i'm there hehehehe *excuses excuses excuses* besides the lillyland collection haven't even come out yet.. so if i win a lottery or some quiz show *i really should start buying lottery ticket or sign up to a game show* i'll get those stuff easily or if my paycheck is like 100 gaziillion a month then i also get those stuff.. and i think my boyfriend will let me buy some if i don't already have this line up
  1. MAC brush #219 SE  arrived!
  2. ELF Studio Powder Brush
  3. ELF Studio Corrective Concealer
  4. Burt's Bees Acne Solution Spot Treatment
  5. Burt's Bees Acne Solution Moisturizing lotion
  6. Everyday Minerals Base Golden Medium semi matte Sample
  7. Everyday Minerals Base Buttered tan matte Sample  canceled
  8. Monistat soothing gel for primer
on second thought, how the heck am i going to pay for those??? hahahahahahahaha so sorry boyfriend.. mucha lurvee :D


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